It's the next day of blue leaving me and my wife. He came for only 3 days and gave me immense pleasure to be called as his parent. I can't forget the time it's 11-Oct-2013 11.46PM when he was in my hand and I proudly said to everyone, "my son", the day to celebrate. Though he came early to my hand but he was healthy, happy and was playing. He had long fingers, big & sharp nose, nice eye lashes, lips, nice long hand and legs. The doctor said he is doing very good and looks handsome.
Next day I had to carry him for surgery as he had TE Fistula problem, which was been diagnosed in 7th month itself. I knew this before and took him to the room with confident, he was playing and ready to be operated. It went for couple of hours and was successful. He was doing well after that and kept on observation for next couple of days.
I was confident for my son, but God did not like that; he got breathing problem. Doctor, myself and my son fought for next 12 hours continuously and stabilized him. It was 2PM my eyes got closed for few minutes in tiredness. I talked to my son from my heart not to sleep to keep breathing stabilized but he failed to listen and went to sleep, for forever. I could not believe for first time. But I realized my son was new born, had to learn how to breath in sleeping in such critical time, got tired enough and could not survive. It was 14-Oct-2013 2.20AM (Dasshera).
The blue left me forever, keeping me in white. "Son, where ever you go, my ashirvad will remain with you. You know your mother is a great believer of GOD and always does wish for best for all and pray for all. Her ashirvad is with you for ever". We wish if we can hold you again in our hand and see you growing and playing till I survive. You are my Yashas, GOD will bless you again & again.
Next day I had to carry him for surgery as he had TE Fistula problem, which was been diagnosed in 7th month itself. I knew this before and took him to the room with confident, he was playing and ready to be operated. It went for couple of hours and was successful. He was doing well after that and kept on observation for next couple of days.
I was confident for my son, but God did not like that; he got breathing problem. Doctor, myself and my son fought for next 12 hours continuously and stabilized him. It was 2PM my eyes got closed for few minutes in tiredness. I talked to my son from my heart not to sleep to keep breathing stabilized but he failed to listen and went to sleep, for forever. I could not believe for first time. But I realized my son was new born, had to learn how to breath in sleeping in such critical time, got tired enough and could not survive. It was 14-Oct-2013 2.20AM (Dasshera).
The blue left me forever, keeping me in white. "Son, where ever you go, my ashirvad will remain with you. You know your mother is a great believer of GOD and always does wish for best for all and pray for all. Her ashirvad is with you for ever". We wish if we can hold you again in our hand and see you growing and playing till I survive. You are my Yashas, GOD will bless you again & again.
